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new years eve.

i’m always sick for new years. plans got canceled and now just feeling horribly sick. greeeeaaattt way to start off the new year. excited for 2011 because i’m graduating and it just a new, clean slate feeling, but other than that i’m really not digging it this year. all i’m saying is that 2011 better be better than 2010.

Dec 31st

Dec 30th

so i go outside for a second and there's this...

alright go do your thing asian man.

Dec 29th

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jesus.

my hair looks good curly.

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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boredom

it has caused me to curl my hair. now it is causing me to take pictures of my sexy curly hair.

Dec 29th

ballet.

i was always fascinated with ballet, and i always wanted to try and take classes, but i never really had the physique. i love watching ballet and i especially love the music. i’m so inspired by who hard ballerinas work to become such great dancers. although they do have a tendency to develop eating disorders, i still give them great credit because they do what a lot of people can’t....

Dec 29th

my brother made me taquitos

BOSS

Dec 28th

snow.

i love snow. i love how it looks outside. even though most streets are still not plowed, i’m happy. i want to have a bigger, better snowball fight but no one is down so i’m kind of bummed. i’m feeling extremely lazy too so its kind of like ok so there is no point of having snow every where right now. hopefully there will be enough snow so i can have a good day outside tomorrow. ...

Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

i'm getting kind of really personal with my blog...

oh wait, that’s right, i don’t give a fuck.

Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

abuse.

a year ago today was maybe one of the emotionally and physically draining days of my life. not only was i verbally abused but also emotionally and physically abused by one of my ex-boyfriends. i hate thinking about it, but i feel like sharing and December 27th always has a significant affect on me. in 2006 i got into an intense car accident and last year the abuse… he tortured my mentality...

Dec 28th

if the relationship has to be a secret there...

because seriously, what kind of relationship is that anyway?

Dec 28th

personal nostalgia.

for some strange reason, i just got the most intensely clear flashback of that night i saw you mouth those words… we were just lying down kissing, mostly just looking at each other, and staying quiet, listening to sweet songs which words made us smile at each other. you kept opening your mouth as if you were about to say something, but every time you just closed it back up and looked...

Dec 27th

oh wonderful.

i had work today and due to the blizzard i decided i’ll just stay home and not play in the snow. now i just found out i’m not going in because it’s closed… GREAT I COULD’VE BEEN OUT THIS WHOLE TIME AND JUST SLEPT AT MY FRIENDS HOUSE BUT INSTEAD I’M DYING OF BOREDOM IN MY HOUSE. WONDERFUL!

Dec 26th

“lets face it, the thing that scares us the most is having that one person who...”

Dec 26th

sooo

i got a pound of chocolate, left over ham, and the 40 year old virgin to watch. enjoying the snow the right way:D

Dec 26th

Watch

DEAD

Dec 26th

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weird feelings on christmas.

this christmas didn’t feel the same. the same stress in the morning was there, but the rest of the day fell short. there was no all together love or happiness this christmas. my aunt and uncle and godparents left extremely early than usual, there was no real gift exchange, no real christmas spirit. i got a lot of stuff considering, but i didn’t really want anything in specific this...

Dec 26th

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Dec 24th

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spirit.

i should really help my mom with decorating and cleaning and preparing for christmas. my brother isn’t really doing anything and i really don’t want her to be doing this alone. i’m making honey-pineapple glazed ham tomorrow, but now i’m going to go clean my room and the bathroom spotless. another gift for my mom to show her i’m grateful.

Dec 24th

starting over.

i’m going to start writing more on tumblr. all i’ve been doing lately is reblogging and posting pictures. a couple months back i used to write something meaningful every day. i want to start putting my thoughts and feelings back out there, and not keeping so much back anymore, and i’m thinking this is the way i should start. even though i can’t necessarily put the details,...

Dec 24th

jhnmyr: I’ve been thinking of a way to say thank...

Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

cheat sheet to life brought to you by john mayer.

“People want to be liked. We all crave attention and affection and we all reject shame. When we get embarrassed we send a thug version of ourselves to the forefront to do our fighting for us. We’re at the top of the food chain just under fear. We don’t want to be in a relationship to hear the words “I love you,” we want to be in a relationship to say the words “I love you.” We want to...

Dec 24th

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john mayer.

people see him as such an asshole, and yes i do understand that he does some stupid shit, but that’s who he is. i don’t think he does it on purpose. i’m not saying he is a saint, but he’s definitely not the devil. he may come off as a jerk sometimes, but everyone says and does stupid shit. after reading his tumblr, it just confirmed my thoughts and deepened my love for him...

Dec 24th

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Watch

i gotta start watching the office more.

Dec 24th

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Life by Marshall Mathers.

What is life? Life is like a big obstacle put in front of your optical to slow you down. And everytime you think you gotten past it, it’s gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground. What are friends? Friends are people that you think are your friends. But they really your enemies, with secret identities and disguises, to hide they true colors. So just when you think you close...

Dec 24th

hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi

i have a three hour christmas party at work at 6. awkward…………….

Dec 23rd